ha! since i'm on MC today,i might as well make full use of today & do something
that i've been wanting to do so for a longggggg time!
so, im currently browsing the net,
hoping to find a potential hobby for myself!!!

hope to get a green colored camera,
so i can go with my buddy camera to many many trips & adventures!!!
:D

&&& i have decided to start revising at 9, which is soon..
SO TTFN! :D
~i am so happy~ cos my throat gettin' bedda~~
& bedda~ & beddaaaa~

owlcity's so cute! i like all their songs!

their songs kinda blend with barbie to bring me lots of joy :D

im feeling quite sickly now, but there's tuition l8r.. :(
i have a dripping nose, a bad headache , an aching back & weary eyes.
hope tuition would be lax, so i wont have to strain myself too much,
:D

&...i think my class is great to me.
i will remember everything.
& thanks to cikgu for letting me brg my food up ytd,
i miss my memories...
OH GODDDDDD, i feel so drowsy now i can't get wht i want to say...
just...everyone be happy :)

cos, chinese new year is coming.hehe...
& i am going to get hongbao.
wonder wht my 206 friends are doing now...
none of them are online!
& i need to tell them somethg!

i want to have a father whom i can ask my questions.
& i need that father to be at home.

feeling very disgusted by someone's thoughtless behaviour,
where the heck did all her mannerisms went?
to the zoo?? to the toilet??

but at least i felt slightly better after calling dad,
his easy going ways make me feel quite ashamed of myself sometimes.
i was wondering, if i could ever make it big to the world!
when i am so afraid to speak, & hardly precise!
i know, but then, not alot.
what could one possibly do with this...

but it shan't matter, for i am going to give another try.
this world is moving too quickly, either that, or I am too slow.

OH MA GOD,it's the first of Feb! :D
second month of the year, wow, the old man Time really walks speedily.
i can'tw8 to read 'The Little Princess' agn cept i have so much to do!

i duno why but Amaths is so problematic!
i have some careless mistake and BOOMZ, whole qn is gone .__.
& i still have Bio & Chem & physics,
LOL! today was damn funny!
it was Physics SPA, & tht experiment was the MOST BORING one i could ever expect!
wht we did was to time how long the bob takes to make 20 oscillation,
got so hypnotized!

& I HOPE THT MY CLASS WOULD HAVE A CLASS PICNIC & ICE SKATING OUTING SOON!!!
even though, it won't be the same w/o some people, social circles keep expanding...
so i musn't be so cooped up & let myself linger between both circles,
one which has started to distance away from me.

i want to keep my head up to the sun,
let it know that i am here and alive, that my hopes are pinned on it,
to shine up the next day for me.

bah humbug! steering from homework,
yiran let me try out her instrument, so cool! hehehe...she said i got the 天份 leh...
not bad ah?
& one gd news is tht im going to Taiwan!
accompanying Jovena to see if we can get into U.K instead or smthg...
hope it will work.

我会写华文，不要以为我不会！哈哈哈！！！
hohoho...just finished doing my things.
i dno wthell is wrong with me, but i just can't seem to listen during class,
so wht i do is to go home & read my textbook to catch up.
WHICH IS ABSURD cos it's a waste of time!

but then it's ok... anything that helps me learn is never stupid :D
ok! i have done everything i need to do, cept the chinese thing & also the Rd's w/s...
but there seems to be something i missed,
hope i realize it soon..
chem & physics is so complicated. acids & bases wth!
but it's interesting..hope to get to organic chemistry soon, sounds cool :D!

i love barbie songs!
her voice is like that of an angel's!
& the lyrics particularly appeal to me cos it's so english-feeling,
i feel so inspired ;)

& bought my new year's clothes alr.... i dno why but sometimes my mother just don't get me!
i know i'm picky and all,
but she's so critical! & whatever she is trying,
to be young or whatsoever,is so inappropriate...
i just wish she'd be a normal mother, do things that are not too out-of-the-world.
maybe not out of the world, but out of the world ( for mothers. )

i'm not trying to be conventional, but at least it makes me feel at ease,
change can come another day...

wtheck!
i have so much to do!
do you know how it pains to visualize how gr8 things will be after you've cleared things up??
but then you are too lazy to organize ur stuff thn the whole dream is smashed!
URGH!
i dont care!
i am going to turn my dream of being a organized and efficient multi-millionaire to a reality,
tmr is going to be a brand new start to my big ambitions!

going to the library with Ziwei in the morning to do my things!
after tht, i'll be going to JPoint to get my new year's clothes!
:D

argh...i must clear all my homework and stuff before new year!
uncle meow says tht it is inauspicious to owe ppl things,
wtheck,i hope the tchers dont give us homework...i want my year to be good leh!

ZOOMZ ZOOMZ ZOOMZ
this week is crazily fast!
talking to Felicia now, she's so funny! :D
i think it was on Thursday when we went to find my ceiling ur floor.

ok! so many things to do!
i think it is how i arranged it-messily!
thts why everything's all supposed to be sorted out before i can start finishing my work!
i believe i have many thgs to do tmr!
un convention briefing, math tuition, & buying clothes for CNY, manymanymany!

thn, i plan to file all my worksheets nicely & do my homework & revision by tmr!
so tht i will be free to do whatever i want on sunday!
WHICH IS...... TO WATCH ANIME!!!
i plan to visit the library too..ran out of books to read,
plus i need to improve on my reading abilities,
nowadays, i feel like a snail.

maybe using more of my brain will let me have a shell to protect myself!
anyway, i could choose the advanced science thg!
just tht it would be quite challenging cos i still have MSP,
URGH! wht shld i do? someone tell me?
i can't rlly handle MSP already...wht wht wht?

WAPIANG.
cannot take it anymore!!!!!!
everyday see triple science until i'm so sick of it!
ok lah... it's learning, but maybe the pace could be a little slower...?

you know, people in the past...are really smart,
they can discover & invent so much!
& do you know why?
it is because they can stay at home and gain inspiration!
so maybe we shld be given more time at home...
too much knowledge isn't good.
then nothing can be discovered on your own!
thats why, in a way, this is spoon-feeding too.

but i am truly grateful to our ancestors for proving so much,
allowing me to be born onto this earth with everything i could possibly need.
in return, i hope that i can invent something useful too for the generations following!

haiz..... my spirit is suffering~~~
but i will be resilient, be like LKY, so resilient, i need to be like him!
he is my role model!!!
haha, Mr Joel's so humorous!
he said tht Mr LKY foresaw that Jurong Island would mainly be for industrial purposes,
and it did!
so Mr LKY has foresight, so that explains his tall forehead..
HAHAHA!!! :D so funny... :)

anyway, how i wish tht the time machine was invented,
the days pass like WHOOSH!
in the past whn i was in pri sch , i thought years were lonnnngggg,
now, one mth is equivalent to one day(past)
EVEN THOUGH I AM DOING SO MUCH MORE NOW!
i think my brain only calculates the thgs i do for myself & others ,than wht i do for education
like spending my hours for reading a good book on 5 'A maths' qns,which seems easy,
but is so DARN HARD.

but its ok la, first term always liddat one,
& CNY IS JUST TWO WEEKS AWAY!!! ~~~
im thrilled!!!
whoo... if there isnt msp tmr,im going to give myself a congratulatory break,
for surviving this week,
though i still have time to stroll along, i didnt manage to blog alot,
so i guess thgs have to change ah?

hope i learn something new from this year!
big changes..big changes....

i was watching a short clip from Anastascia
it's quite moving actually...

anyway, i realised tht some kind of people, you just cannot trust.
they might seem pretty fun to go out with,
you can ehar all the updates from there,
but then, somehow you can't get thru them & very quickly things fall apart.
& thats not something i wish for to occur!

lots of things to do today!
though much better off than the past!
malay...maths homework...chem& physics revision... RAWR!!!!!
this year of tiger..huh?!
is this tiger giving me energy! OR GIVING ME A FEROCIOUS BAD TIME?
but its ok..at least tigers are furry...
maybe the furriness of this year will comfort me...

URGH! i dunno wht beans im sprouting!!!
KK, i really am feeling quite unconscious, constant random motion...

URGH!!!!!!!!!
ADIEUS QUERIDA!
saya sangat lelah! saya hendak tidur tetapi tidak boleh!!! WHY????????????

HA!!! I HAVE A CHEM TEST TMR!!!
& i can't seem to set my mind straight and do whts right and useful first.
the resolution really worked ah?

anyway, i am going to cr8 my own sets of principles,
just like the people in SS!
& WTH but SS is going to be a pure subject!
so wht? the textbook is gg to change ah? :)

HAHA~ hope i can wake up my idea & get ready for life,
with or without the 1, i still must lead my life with brilliance!
CNY is coming!!! im quite excited!!! :D

dno why CT1 must be after tht,
spoiled half of the mood!!!
but must make do of wht i have first! i am going to do my revision now!
wish me luck!
i hope i would just have more energy and given more time...
thn i wont make do with all these, there are so many other thgs i want to do..

g' evening everyone whom i know is doing homework/ playing computer games at the moment!
t'was the night of such intense concentration and hard work!

i am still stuck in the cycle of
1.Getting early as soon as possible so as not to miss 'Cruel Temptation'
2.Get up & shower!!!
3.Do homework as quick as possible
4.(if im not tired,revise) otherwise, play computer games!

still, i need to go in to pet society everyday,
it's not rlly a need... but thn i hate to lose out on the lottery thg!!! :D
wah.. & it is only the third week,
actually,i dont think its all very difficult...
just tht i am so tired!

& thn i cannot concentrate!
& THEN! i cant remember wht the teacher said!
goddddd... esp in maths.. whn the teacher teaches something new,i almost panic!
cos im not prepared!
& cos the textbk serves no help at all, i am almost left hanging at the clifftop!

aiya... hopefully,i will get used to all these soon.
& start practising hard,
& co-relate all tht i have learnt to one another.

was checking online on wht 'synthetic division' is, wth,i dont really understand wht the presenter was trying to explain...
still thinking of way to get used to this hurried schedule... :")

went for tuition today!
at least i got SOMETHING tht im definite abt in polynomial!
i dont know, i noe its simple, but it can't connect in my brain!!!
but i did quite alot too...
packed all my notebks up nicely & read up abt the chpter on acids,
which i plain forgot! >:(
kk, can remember alr... :D :D :D

MH loaned me some notes fr a course she attended!
& on it wrote tht every 4 seconds,7000 new neurons will be in our brain?!
wah wah wah, im impressed!
whn i got home,mummy was sleeping .__.ZZZ & alden was playing his computer.
SO EXPECTED!!!
on the way back,i was still daydreaming,hoping they'd have some news tht i'd like to hear!
the castles i built in the air were crushed anyway...

they say people daydream cos they are too sad in the reality,
wtshit, thn i must be very unhappy!
i dreamt abt skipping along the corridor when i fell on someone else,
& it was so HAHAHA!!!
i started screaming down the stars saying 'JIAXUAN!!! wht hv i done?!!'
haha, jiaxuan skipped off anyway!

OKOK!!! things amused me alot today!!!
there was this man, who ate his steamboat with his eyes together!!!
HAHAHA!!! 0.0 like this <<<

baby :' AHHH!' (high pitch)
mum:'shhh...'
baby:'AHHHH!!!!!!!!'
mum: (covers his mouth!) ' shhhh...'
baby:' AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!'

HAHAHA!!!!! SO AMUSING!!!!!! the baby was like screaming for lord's sake!
hahahaha!!!!!!!! thn the mother keep shushing but the baby kept squealing! HAHAHA!!!
EEEK! :D